Discovering MySelf

"Ironically ironic. A little emotional but I'm a clear thinker. I don't like change but I'm adventurous. I'm indecisive because I'm a careful decision makers. Artistically artistic. I love to enjoy and create beautiful things."

This statement was taken from a horoscope website about a Libra's personality. I dont' think I trust things like horoscope, tarot, palm reading or stuff like that but I'm very curious on how other people or resource around the world talks about something related to myself. Not that I care what people say or think but the fact is I'm trying to discover myself. At certain points, I'm really as how it is being describe as a typical Libra. At other times, I'm just some nuts and weird stuff where no body or even myself could recognize.

Back at Home

I like a place where it is belong to myself. Size does not matter. A little space that is belong to myself. Comfortable with little furniture, mirrors to look at myself, windows to look at others, internet to look at the world. Fictions and novels to read others thoughts and imaginaries. Food and fruits to keep me healthy and energetic. Little wine to make me warm and easy.

I don't like mess. Messy table, room and wardrobe. I will took a deep breath and clean them all, sort things out and arrange accordingly. But in fact I have a messy room now that I don't like but didn't bother to clean them. I like cooking and food. But I didn't bother to cook. I like decorating house and be my own interior designer but I don't bother to take care of them.

I don't like crashing opinion with others, I don't like argument, I don't like doing things and living because of others. I will be procrastinating like what mentioned above when things and spaces available is nothing for myself. I stop to bother and leave it for others.

Back at Work

I don't like sitting in the working space without works to do. I will concentrate and do my best in every work assigned because I don't like failure. Success is very important for me to keep me motivated and move on. I like myself to proceed to next level and not stopping at where ever I should not be. I don't like routine job. I'll be bored and demotivated. I'm afraid of new task as I'm not confidence enough. Things needs to balance out in between.

Back at Relationship

Relationship with love ones, parents, siblings or any human being that I have came across in my life. I never like argument but I always have my own thinking and opinion that I might not tell. I need a lots of love but sometimes I can be very stubborn. I looks strong but I'm just the most vulnerable creature in the world.